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This was copied and pasted from my fb housing aid groups. It's been two weeks and i've had no leads. So i really don't have much choice but to post here. I'm scared to be abused again on here. I'll be picky to avoid abuse. This is for my protection. I'm a girl in transition, who happens to be gay. Im introverted, scared all the time and i tend to like to be alone alot. I got a 30 day notice yesterday... Well i think technically it was a 28 day notice. I've had to move a lot lately since summer. Things about me are that i do work and i'm quiet. I keep to myself in fact i don't talk with people if i don't have to. Normally i cook but lately i haven't had the budget to cook like i'd like to. I'm getting better at cleaning, i wasn't always good about that, but i'm making a lot of progress. And my long term plan is moving in with my friends around summer, so this is just me killing time. Pets are cool btw, they make homes feel better. I write or watch movies in my room during my free time. Occasionally i go out with my friends and i tend to bike whenever the whether allows. I don't do drama, i'm more likely to run than fight. I've had to do this since june and i keep getting kicked out. Sometimes its my fault, sometimes it's no ones fault. I've been abused in this situations a lot and i'm trying to avoid craigslist because of it. I don't tend to listen to advice. My friends will confirm this, i'm very much of the mind set "those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." i'm honest, and i don't ask for help often, even though i should. I'm hopeful for my future despite how terrified of my present i am. I'm strange that way, but i love who i am. That's kinda why i don't take advice or listen much when people try to suggest how i should do something. I nod along sometimes, but i don't usually let anyone in that way right now. I'm sorry if thats upsetting. Um i don't put pics up of me. I would but i'm too scared. I still cry when i see my reflection. Pains of chrystalis, that's what i've been calling transition these days. It makes me feel like a butterfly. Oh i'm in my twenties btw. I guess i never said that. I'm very independent and i don't have furniture, not even a blow up bed, not that expect that. I'll do my best to be independent and accomadate for myself. I ask flexibility at least for rent to start with. Well, i thought so anyways. Or comment, that work too. I think i'd like that. I may bring a friend on meeting. Um, i can't pass an application. I won't say why, not here. I'm not a felon, i promise that much, or a sex offender heh. Not that it matters. I know this is probably a waste of time and that i should just start looking up craigslist ads but i don't want to let more abusive people into my life. Thanks, for at least reading this. Update: i'm getting kicked out this saturday, the 11th. If the emails don't have these i won't read them. Im sorry but i have to protect myself. Which is why i'm also going to ignore any email that doesn't have the subject line: butterfly gardens are radiant. I'm sorry but i'm not going to let myself fall into abusive household without trying to avoid it. I need to know my privacy will be respected and my need to be antiantisocial too. So, no matter how desperate things get for me, i won't compromise my morals. "those who mind don't matter, those who matter don't mind.".
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